Queen; Me!

I saw my worth, when you gave me no berth
I did struggle; to see, why it was ‘I’ who didn’t want to believe
Clearly, I want not worthy, ever again, in your company
Your eyes only on your self(ish) wealth & nobodies needs
You steal from the mild-mannered & those you see weak
I saw it like a job, turn the other cheek…….sortofspeak
Not one employee to be; on your behalf, to stand before me!
For, I have watched years of what it is you do
Corruption and greed; it be your motto & even creed
Evil lurks behind those dull grey eyes & wrinkled droopy lids
Your heinous mind is where your evil does breed & live
Deeds you’ve done; not surprising anyone ..but simple o’le me
I too, no longer believe a single word you do bleed
You are full of shit ..I SEE..lies & manipulation is your wealth
I will not hold a grudge……but, yet, I will NOT budge..nor indulge… Ill will or unhealthy
Not to be your judge nor the jury, to whom will inevitably get you on perjury
You will see what it means to be a “lesser of thee”
Without my interference……you will then believe
Thine, will to be done…….to correct what you’ve done
Let’s have some fun~
Come on EVERYONE! Repenting has just begun 🙂
<smirk>

Down To The Last Drop

Just a little more to please
You laced your fingers w/a gentle squeeze
So delicately as you were now to tease

Twist, spin, turn
Eager to taste every drop
Begging & yearned for it to not stop

The sweet aroma goes wafting by
Stronger w/each lust-filled drip
Heart to skip a beat; justified

Licking every single fingertip
A love song & dance; courtship
A creamy succulent goodness with each dip

Rich with wiseness & worthiness
Deeper & deeper into your soft soul
Sending nerve-endings sky high; untold

As your talented lips simply slipped around the rim
Living your life day by day; not on a whim
Needing the beast you licked w/a fervor; sin

You brace yourself as told
Your head dazed & out of control
No longer to wait you engulf whole

Before you so quickly erupted in pure pleasure galore
You swallowed the hot liquid sweetened w/ honey & more
Like you had done many times before...


...Down to the last drop

 

Making Love

I need it now
Bring it to me please
I need it so
I have to have it....Yes, please!

Your smile that stole my heart
Sexy winks from the very start
That nod of acknowledgment is all it took

Your intentions not demands
The passion behind your soft hands
A fact of being a caring loving man

Into my arms, your head is to rest
Giving you strength when there was nonetheless
Passionately devoting my own life; 
feeling ever blessed

What is it that you'll profess to confess?
Is it something similar; at best?
Your wholehearted devotion put to the test?

Am I just your next conquest?

Once she was…

Sobbing on the kitchen floor
Begging her higher power for NO MORE
She couldn’t see the light anymore

Beyond the silent heart broken scream
She felt each breath like being stabbed to death
It was well beyond any dream; a nightmare undreamt

Reality crushing her most delicate soul
Watching her child slip further out of control
The evils of what she had never known now has hold

Praying to her God of all there was/is
She begs that her child becomes unlost
To be found before there is to much cost

Peace

To peace she seeks
Searching long & hard
Coming to the same conclusion all along
There is no real peace except inside

It is not what one can FIND
it is not one can BUILD
it’s not one can LEARN
it’s not one to be TAUGHT
It’s a being of
It’s that simple
Inside the deepest of depths
Reach down and truly confess
The sins and the rest
The blessing and the tests
Bring it all to the table
Sit in the silence of grace
What a fantastical relief

~PEACE~

Letting GO

Down this journey
The path is now yours to walk
Into the depths of your own sick mind
Torment always making you it’s home

Those feet you once did follow
Into the center of your, almost, ultimate demise
A horror for only a few to know
The damage that was once bestowed

Past the years and the zillion tears
Beyond the pain of the physical appears
Signs of the torture done on someone so young
Evil wiles of someone morbidly sick w/child

Don’t scorn or scowl
This woman was/is just fowl
Forgiveness I have wholeheartedly granted
Ye too, know she’ll have her reprimanding

It’s outta my hands…….

Can You Come

Can you see me
Can you feel me
Can you come to me w/open arms

Can you believe me
Can you conceive me
Can you be the one that completes me

Can you touch me
Can you teach me
Can you bring me to knowledge; to feed me

Come look into my eyes
Come caress my mind
Come take my flesh w/in your breath

Come build trust along the way
Come receive what it is we have birthed
Come bring it all a new between me & you

Come delve deeper than my skin
Come show me what it is I’ve missed
Come bring me that one simple kiss

I beg of this one single wish…………
One that I wish more than a tryst
I got what it was I thought I had dismissed

Into the depths of a simple kiss

Prevail….

It never fails
The rain and hail
Over and over it prevails

Thrashing on all
No reason to stop
Down the fall; drop

Crumbling away each day
Slowly slowly torn away
Built back up in a new way

Time has come
It’s time to sing
Time to spread your wings

Knowledge to be your power
This world to not devour
Another good soul too afraid & cower

Into the unknown; who’s to say
There is not but many right ways
There is more than black & white; gray

Past your comfort zone
Out of your home
Into the blue yonder; you roam

GIDDY UP

GIDDY UP

she gently slides out of her bed
He’s fast asleep; so, nothing said
Excruciating pain emanates from her soul
Instead of misread; a single tear she did shed

Her heart has, yet, found it’s void; again
She thought it he was pure history; slain
The dragon of discouragement was dead
Now, he’s back & twice as strong

Stealing her sleep
Making her weep
Laughing as she retreats
He wins w/her defeat

Alone she is in her wildest fears
Alone she allows her flow of tears
Alone she was amongst the clouds
Alone she was drifting through all the years

Beauty bestowed her soul
Cater to her every wish she did behold
Only one man to ever truly know
Her heart that hath turned so very cold

Alone she’ll forever stand….
Even when holding your very own hand
Even when you’ve proven to be a man
She still holds the reigns in her hands

GIDDY UP

You Let Him in Your Heart

When are you going to be done?
When will it be enough ?
Plain and simple, when no longer fun?

Pain leaking from your eyes
Another time, you’re seeking not to cry
So many tries to let go of his lies; you surmise

Nit picking, being the constant critic
Never the right way in his eyes; any day
Given advice; be it realistic & concise

Negative thoughts; parasitic
Positivity takes less priority; backseat’ed
Going insane as it eats away at your brain

Could it be a spell and nothing more; bewitched?
Never quit for that to which,
You honor, respect, and ardor; what more?

Let go of all that negativity you abhor
Set free all that you wish & believe
No longer that chore; it’s time for you to soar

Once clipped wings; time to sing
Considered, once again, as a living thing
Let free, un-caged, everything

Taking flight; your wings glide just right
Beyond the past & flying w/out anyone to ask
Your not done you are outta here for some fun

Enough has come to pass
The constant discord is neither to us fair
It’s time to part ways instead of an upsetting daze

Love to linger past the years to follow
A particle, piece, part
Your heart will always carry a pinch of him
To never forget the fun from the start