TRAIN WRECK

I feel raw
To break w/the best
To fall w/the rest

Feelings to fly
Higher and higher
Above this world

Escaping reality and its swirl
A twist or two
A place sincerely not blue

Clouds so divine
Stars to which truly shine
A place amongst heavens gates

A train wreck in waylay
No! Don’t stop!
Keep on moving is the key

Don’t give a second thought
Don’t think; especially, not a lot
Time to stop simmering the pot

It’s customary to want to look at a train wreck
The key is….I only say this once
Keep on moving!!!!

Please me!

Framing her face
His hands hold still in place
Her eyes flickering like golden lace

Lips to which pout to kiss
Sensual pink; can’t miss
The taste of succulent bliss

Softly caressing down her chest
Cupping her bosoms
His hands now do rest

Grinding her hips
Nothing to stop nor protest
Her further encroachments

Slowly mounting; her prey
She straddles his hips
Sliding his cock between her lips

Moans of pleasure to escape
Into the air she fills the room
Exhaling in an endless plume

A stroke of her hand
She finished what was left
Nothing wasted to a simple request

Taking Notice

Silently stinging her soul
Piercing her spirit; cold
Into the fields of old

Bitterness to the bone
Frozen to the core
This is what she swore

From cinder to ash
Flame to raging fire
Eating away every desire

Life’s blood dripping love
Deep seeded into her psyche
Prayers when feeling so slighted

Longing for that love to know
One to which continues to grow
She fails so miserably so

All that she’ll let go
Leave it behind
Away from her forever mind

Her pain is so deep
It has a habit to weep
Especially when thrown @ her feet

Her heart forgets and forgives
It’s the mind that will keep it defined
Twisting it just at the right time
To remind her each & every time

What’s really in store?

Feel the frigid air
Crisp, sharp, slicing
Deep into your flesh
(cold to the bone)

To shelter your soul
Cold to squeeze it empty
As all you do is grow bitterly old
(can’t teach an old dog new tricks)

My heart torn
Pain
Forlorn
(better to have loved than not at all)

Tears continuously flow
Nothing to stop their show
Let it out & let it go
(it is what it is)

Flaws be weaknesses
Circling around my head
Wishing for the moment to end
(reflection flawed)

My heart hurts
My feelings torn
(((I can’t handle anymore)))

~~What is really in store~~

Rest in peace….

Webs of life
Spun out of spite
The evil deeds still done; right?

She renders memories useless
She, succumbs to constant delusions
A history line, drawn in wet sand

Tedious years
Blending of one
Everything formatted; undone

Structure fell; now weak
So many flaws; cannot speak
Walking around, feeling meek

She live a life on edge
Liars lived in her head
Feeding off her naivety; she bled

Time to take toll
Take life off of hold
Exchange negativity sold

Taking back all she said
They were not family
They were dead

You’ll never know….

Sweet gentle breeze
A kind sway of the trees
Bustle of all their leaves

He is there
She feels him
Encompassing all the air

A majestic man
Created by his own feats
Built up by his lack of defeat

Gazing in the distance
A glimpse of him
Only memories does she hold w/in

She was his favorite; he’d speak
Spending hours together
She’s, now, left alone to weep

A family turn wicked
A murder hackling her speech
Digressing her into the blackness; deep

Upon his wings she rode
Facing her fears un-liking her tears
Not letting them flow

Beyond their jeers & mocking show
She branched out & begins to grow
Her love for him; they’ll never know

Why Hide?

a reminder

I, Rose, Amongst thorns

It’s 4am (4:01 to be exact)

I confess, I sit here and ponder all the negativity in my life. That to which I create and what those around me create.  I can say, at this moment, I have no negativity in my life except for what my mind creates.  I have no ‘outter’ influences to cause me “pain” — afterall, isn’t drama (=negativity) just another form of pain?

I can not nor willingly accept those around me that choose to live in that constant choas and double talk (also known as talking behind someone’s back). I really do, as poorly as it sounds, rebuke those that want to cause that type of pain/drama/negativity in my life.  Some don’t realize or choosenot to see the drama and negativity that they keep force feeding those around them.

Let me get to the meat of why I’m even writing this morning,

I’ve…

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I would….

Time & time again I wander
No longer allowed to sit & ponder
Time, I so selfishly squandered

If it were my way
If I had any say
If I could explain it in a day

Hidden in a room; so very unwell
Hostage I kept
Feelings of killing one’s self

Sickness seeped further in my soul
Hate took full control
Myself the victim

If it were my way
If I had any say
If I could explain it in a day

Youth had planted the seed
All evil wicked deeds, now take heed
Age is how it blossomed; indeed

I am the mess you created
I am the face you spent erasing
I am the disgrace you tried replacing

If it were my way
If I had any say
If I could explain it in a day

I would……