SICK

Thickness as you are to inhale
Feeling to be derailed & impaled
A heart so sensitive & frail
Heavier breath on each unveiled exhale

A lover of many years; double crossed
Contaminated any further thoughts
Trusting humans is at what cost?
After what he did; you’re at a loss

Sleep deprived, led astray and rationalized away
Institutionalized for your continuous cries; everyday
Wanting to meet your judgment day; getaway
Haunted, resumed today; the horrors of yesterday

You, crushed, left to live this masquerade
Abused by a twisted demon of another; overcame
Abandoned by a scheming mother; dismay
You called her out; she proclaimed you insane

Blighted by family & lover & their deceitful lives
Embracing the darkness w/in you; thrives
Feelings arrears & all your worst fears appear
All your might you choose not to smite & instead write

You know you can win this fight!
Alone, right?
It will be okay
I foresee it in my sights
Breathe….
everything will be
‘aight….
🙂